Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Honestly I'm stucked in between two major decisions that could or would very much change me, or at least the way I look. Sigh. How? This might sound unimportant or even dumb to some of you, but it definitely means a lot to me. If not I won't be so troubled now.
For some of you who didn't know, I left Track and Field and stop my event Javelin as I didn't really like it. But actually I have a thing for sprints and jumps. I always love them, but it's just that seeing how difficult it is to excell in them makes me pull back from it.
I had a conversation with a Track and Field senior of mine yesterday, and it made me really wanna go back to the track and try out sprints, as I think I won't be able to do jumps, unless I shed off most upper body mass? Okay now here's the thing. I stucked in between sprints or bodybuilding. But firstly let me say, the bodybuilding I'm talking about, it's not the professional kind and not that heavyweight catergory. Because I know what comes to your mind when you heard the word "Bodybuilding". That's not that kind I'm not a about. I'm just refering to my weight category and what I am now. That's the bodybuilding I'm talking about.
I can only do one as the two can't go together. It's always a dream for me to excell and jumps and sprints. But now workin out and bodybuilding have became a part of my life, it's seriously in my blood that I'll feel like crap if I stop just for ONE session. How? Sigh.
I've decided to give myself 2 weeks to consider, meanwhile I'll still workout as per normal. By right I can go back the next week as that's the first week of school, but that's my birthday week, so I just wanna relax a bit and not start that track trainings. So I'll have to make the decision by the following week...
Alright guys, shall head to work soon. Cya. =)
Signing off at 9.38am
Shawn
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