Wednesday, September 16, 2009
I just woke up not long ago. I guess I didn't really have a good and peaceful sleep this time. Though it was rather long, it wasn't a peaceful one... I had a whole load of series of nightmares... I slept at maybe near 2am? Alright 10 hours of sleep, which is good enough. Actually I'm happy with just 8 hours of sleep, but since it's time for rest and it's holidays, so why not sleep a little more? Haha. =)
For me, I get nightmares when I do something intensive or excites my brain before I sleep. Example a game of Dota, or watched a war violence movie just right before I sleep? Sometimes it's just pondering about a certain matter which is just stucked in my mind. Or sometimes because of the fears I have deep inside me. Sometimes these fears just surfaced in my sleep, and though sometimes, when I'm not asleep, I tell myself I don't care about it or it's okay about it. But these nightmares just reminded me that I'm not okay with it and I'm still fearful of it.
I used to get nightmares very often, like everyday. Err sorry I suddenly lost my train of thoughts, was interrupted by something. Haha well. Well, it was quite a torture to have nightmares everyday. Sometimes I hear people saying that it's not right for guys to have nightmares, it's sissy and stuff. Well, I really wanna spank them for saying that. Not true dude or dudettes. Everyone has fears, and sometimes nightmares just comes randomly like from any memory you had from the day. So it's nothing wrong having nightmares.
Well enough said about nightmare, maybe I'll come back with a more full proofed infomation with reliable sources. Cya!
Signing off at 12.43pm
Shawn
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